This weekend was quite different to the rest of my summer, mainly because it involved a new guy. After several dates "new guy" has been very consistent and remains interested and I guess so do I. Until now all dates had been out and about, but you can only dodge the come to my place thing for so long, lol! So here it was, he was inviting me over to go ride on "the greenway" a bike path near his place, pool and home cooked dinner (he's a chef). What was I supposed to say?
We went for an awesome ride, by the way... He totally kicked my butt because the ride to and from the greenway was hilly as hell. Then went to his place, of course I had to shower which kinda had me freaked out, but he had towels, shampoo, conditioner, etc. set up for me on the second bathroom to give me my space, and did movies and dinner. During dinner we of course had wine and since my place is about an hour away the question came up, did I want to spend the night?
Let me tell you something about me, after long periods of being single I hate sleeping with someone either on my bed or sleeping at theirs! Why is it so hard and awkward for me? I am always extremely aware of me moving and waking the other person up, invading their space, etc. I know I over think it, but I just can't help it. I remember the first night at Dave's, I left at like 5:30 am with the excuse of traffic, really?
So after 7 months of single-hood I decided it was time for me to deal with this again, I like him, he likes me... Just do it! and I stayed the night. It was better than I expected, very nice, he was sweet and made me feel welcomed, but of course I slept horrible because I was afraid to wake him up. I was hot, I was cold, I wanted to go to the bathroom but tried holding it so I wouldn't wake him up... Geez! So guess what? I'm writing this from home, my excuse this time? Church! Lol! I woke up at 7:30 ish and told him I had to get going because I was supposed to meet my girlfriend at church at 9:30 am.
I guess I have to do it more often so I break the awkwardness of it all, in the mean time I will take it easy, I'm sure he will understand. BTW, dinner was delicious... He's fit, stable, handsome, and cooks amazing... Jackpot! Lol
This is all my friends!
XOXO
CM
